Have MRSA, contemplating suicide. Please help?

Hi everyone. In July I lived with my boyfriend at his dad's house while he was away. One day I got a pimple on my . I thought it was nothing until it grew and grew and hurt til I cried. I went to the doc he said NOTHIN about MRSA, just gave me Kaflex and told me to put warm compresses, which I did. It popped and I was overjoyed. But then, my boyfriend got a boil on his arm, one so deep that when it popped it looked like he had a bullet wound. Next, my mom had a huge painful abscess under her . I thought oh Goodness, but at least the doctors gave us all antibiotics and they all popped. I am very unlucky, I'm a sick person I've lost and gained a lot of weight in my life, have asthma, have been taken western medications all my life, have eczema, cold sores, and so on and thus I have an extremely weak immune system. More popped up. I honestly wasn't worried, I took the antibiotics and when they popped I was happy. Since that day in July I've had about 30, thankfully in places where no one can see. Or unthankfully because I am always in pain, one I had recently was bigger than a baseball and I had a fever/chills, nausea, and it popped over and over only to form more staph bacteria and keep getting infected. Its not even fully away. My boyfriend and I were going through rough times because of things and this sickness. My mom has one now, and she's a nurse, if anyone finds out she can get fired. If she gets too sick to work we will lose our home. No doctor ever mentioned MRSA to me, I had to find it online myself and ask for a test. Even my baby nephew has it now. I am so ashamed. I have no idea where it came from or who gave it to me. I only know it came when I was staying in my boyfriend's dad's apartment. They had a dog and I have a dog I'm suspicious that it was one of these dogs, either mine or his .. his was dirty! horrible! He broke up with me over this. Maybe it was my dog I'm suspicious he is from a puppy mill. It is ruining my life I'm always in pain and always have multiple boils and sick, I affect everyone around me. I have such a great feeling this is a government created disease to control the population. Antibiotics kill it for the moment, but it just comes back even stronger each time. I am so scared. Its all over our house. I know maybe it would help if we moved out of here and left all the linens and clothes and stuff to the trash, only bringing our furniture and other hardware valuables after being Lysoled. Shower every morning and change the new linens everyday. Eat a no sugar diet, use manuka honey or turmeric. Who knows if that will even work. We can't move out of here anyway my mom owns this home and has tenents. I just want to die. I guess I posted this question to both vent and see if someone out th